Trying new things

I know it's been a while since I last wrote...trying to keep my mind occupied.
I am 3 months post surgery and feeling good. My periods are still pretty painful, not much has changed there. I am taking multiple vitamins/herbs, acupuncture, yoga and meditation. I feel like a totally different person than who I am, or who I want to be. I don't feel like myself anymore...I want to go back to being a child and not have to worry about my health or bills. 2010-2011 have been the harderst years of my life, emotionally and physically. Hopefully there is good news coming soon.

Black Sheep

I can't help but feel like a black sheep right now. I look around and see all these PG women. I see all my friends with their kids and it just makes me feel so out of place. I'm took a break last month from ttc, and now we are back to it full force. I hope and PRAY this happens this month...this is the hardest thing I will ever go through.